I have something.  It's embarrassing.  It almost resembles a nose and it has grown to my hiney.  It's my ex husband.  Even the word is filthy.  I have tried "Exlax" because that gets rid of about everything but that piece of dung has remained. 

I know I am not alone in this world.  Far too many woman have to deal with the stalking and aggressive behaviors from their ex spouses.  There was a time in my life that I admitted to the police that I know why mothers and children's faces show up on milk cartons.  I can relate.

I have been divorced since 2001.  It would appear to the court system and the police as if it was yesterday because he just won't stop.  He plead guilty to domestic violence after we were divorced and since then, he is not physical but his abuse continues.  Now its with the court systems or entrapment, words that petrify me to the bone and using my children as pawns.

I was silent in the marriage and never told anymore about the abuse at hand.  I hid it.  To the world, I had the perfect life.  Big house, lots of money, beautiful family.  Behind closed doors was a different story.

I have come to the conclusion that it does not matter how much I give in to his antics, he just won't stop.  He is obsessed with me.  I have said repeadily ever since I was divorced that I can very well be the victim of a homicide. 

Here's another scarey part.  He keeps all of his activities as a secret.  Well baby, this is my blog and nothing is a secret anymore!

If you see my exhusband - RUN!